The have and have nots.......

Some of them will try to make you feel beneath them,
While others laugh hysterically at your misfortune...
Some smile in deceit making the tip of the dagger unnoticeable,
While others dabble in mind games to confuse you...
There are those who enjoy misery,
And desperately want you to join them...
And those who search for a worthy opponent to debate with,
Only to hear themselves speak forcefully...
One can only feel sorry for this caliber of people, for they have nothing...
Their lives are obviously unfulfilled. It's sad really, when you think about it.

So, I ask of you......Are you one of these people????

I could never be that way. It's just not in me, nor was I raised to be so self-centered and callus.

I often wonder what makes a person act in this manner. I guess I'll never understand their reasoning....

I'm happy to say that I have only encountered a small amount of people of this nature......Thank goodness.
And I try to distance myself from them at all costs....

I, for one, need no negative vibes flowing in my world..No indeed!! Well, that's all i have to say this evening....later on all!!

Remembering the Memorial.....

Today is Memorial Day. A day most people associate barbeques, friends, and family gatherings, parties, and the like. That's cool....but, We all should keep in mind what today is REALLY all about as well....

In my own words, Memorial Day is a day of remembrance, and respect for those who lost their lives fighting for our freedoms... A day of atonement. A day to remember our troops that are active right now, as we speak....not at home with family and friends as we are.

This morning, I put my flag up, outside on my porch, and I felt so proud. It was a wonderful feeling to me, to be an American and respect our soldiers past, and present on this Monday, the 30th of May.... I barbequed, like my other neighbors did, but.....I kept the meaning of the day in my mind......

I thought alot about my father, a Korean War veteran, who's passing was a very hard cross for me to bear.... I am so proud of him. He was a wonderful man and father, and.....always will be in my eyes and heart. God rest his soul.......

Of course, any holiday makes me think of my dad and my mom.(also deceased) It's funny....ya know, everything my parents used to say to me has come to pass. (they told me that would happen too) But, at the time they were telling me these things; I was a teenager. I thought I would live forever, and I knew it all..... come to find out, I didn't know a DARN THING!! If I only knew then, what I know now.......Pity(Pit`-tee)

Anyway, I just wanted to express my views on an important holiday and show some respect for my country, fallen heroes, present veterans, and all freedoms I enjoy. I for one, take nothing for granted......I hope everyone enjoys today, and takes time out to remember what today is really all about......**==Happy Memorial Day**==

Touching on a "Good Spot"

Are you thinking of relaxing; doing nothing, just chillin' out? When I wanna be mellow, in my own little world, I tend to think of what I like to call "Good Spots." These are places that I'd like to be at or go to. Places I know would be truly a comfort zone to me. So.....take a gander and let me know what you think.... By the way, these photos are courtesy of Free Foto.com. A wonderful photo site,(a must see) and taken by Ian Britton. He does nice work! Enjoy.....

fisherman's dream

fisherman's dream
Originally uploaded by Zepplinlady.

Beautiful, I wish I were there....

fisherman's dream 2

fisherman's dream 2
Originally uploaded by Zepplinlady.

What a nice place to dream....

Sailboat sunset

Sailboat sunset
Originally uploaded by Zepplinlady.

Whether you're alone, or with someone, This is the life. Don't you agree?

Sunset with a pink horizon

Sunset with a pink horizon
Originally uploaded by Zepplinlady.

Check out that color! Gorgeous!!

sunset blue

sunset blue
Originally uploaded by Zepplinlady.

....nothing like the clear blue water, folks.

Cloudy blue sky

Cloudy blue sky
Originally uploaded by Zepplinlady.

Even with my fear of flying, I would love to one day see this upclose....before I die, I mean. lol

Bittersweet Symphony

Another day is dawning with the sounds of light rain falling, and muffled thunder in the background. It's so peaceful right now. I absolutely love that! With the windows open and hearing the soft rain fall down, the air is so still and the mood; so enchanting. As the rain slowly stops falling, i can hear the birds singing so sweetly as the morning begins. It's symphonic, really. A very good time for meditation....

Especially when the mind is free from all thoughts and stress....translucent

I definately need to hold on to these feelings for the upcoming week. I really have my work cut out for me....and that's all i'm saying......

Well, I will say this: It's all good. I'm eccentuating the positive. Some lifestyle changes are in the works......only time will be the bearer of the news; good or bad.

I'll leave you with the words from a song by: The Verve, which is the title of this post:

" 'Cause it's a bittersweet symphony, that's life....

Try to make ends meet, you're a slave to money, then you die.

I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down....

You know the one that takes you to the places where all the veins meet, yeah.

No change, I can change, I can change, I can change,

But I'm here in my mold, I am here in my mold.

But I'm a million different people from one day to the next....

I can't change my mold, no, no, no, no, no....

Well, I've never prayed,

But tonight I'm on my knees, yeah.

I need to hear some sounds that recognize the pain in me, yeah.

I let the melody shine, let it cleanse my mind, I feel free now.

But the airwaves are clean and there's nobody singing to me now.

No change, I can change, I can change, I can change,

But I'm here in my mold, I am here in my mold.

But I'm a million different people from one day to the next....

I can't change my mold, no, no, no, no, no....."

And away I go, later folks! *PEACE*

Another day in the life......

Hey all!! Not a whole heck of alot going on today with me. My day at work was ok. I work for a major grocery chain, in the meat dept. I'm what you'd call a meatwrapper/clerk. Right now, bussiness is down, but the Memorial Day holiday is upon us so, things will start to pick up; atleast i hope so.....times are changing and consumers are buying less, with the cost of living on the rise and all.
The weather here, in St. Louis, is gloomy today. No sunshine and cool temperatures. Looks like another rainy night. I'm not working my 2nd job this evening.(just on Wed. & Sun. only) Maybe when bussiness picks up there, i will be able to work more.
So, since i seem to be having alittle "free time" I've decided to take some free online courses in the evenings. God knows i can use all the help i can get.... And that's the truth! lol
I'm still having a terrible time figuring out how to post pictures on here!! I've tried using Hello, through the Picasa 2 program with no luck! This is soooooooooo frustrating for me!! If anyone knows how to post pictures on blogs, please contact me via email or by a comment. I sure would appreciate any suggestions as to what i can do to get the ball rolling.....
I think i'm going to fix a real simple dinner this evening. A good ole' hamburger and some frenchfries. Quick -n- Easy! Then, it's back to the studies. Yep, just another boring day......Talk at ya later folks!

What time is it??????

It's morning and I'm definately not motivated today. Frankly, i don't even know what day it is.(one day flows into the next with me) It's kinda like being a prisoner in my free life.... I've just awaken from what seems to have been, a very peaceful sleep. AAh, i can hear Louie running around upstairs.(my cat) He's a real trip!! Atleast he's happy.... What a life, huh? He just eats, sleeps, plays, gets into anything and everything, The life of Riley. Must be nice, not having a care in the world.....Another life; maybe

Okay, it's Wednessday; which means my whole day is pretty well shot. I'll be working from morning into the evening. Oh boy, can't wait!! NOT!!!!! I guess i really shouldn't complain with the way our economy is going, I'm lucky to have a source of income. Gas prices alone are about to kill me off! What's up with that????? I have an SUV and believe me, filling that tank twice a week is really depressing....

Well, that's my cue.---The natives are getting restless[ my 2 dogs] I have a toy poodle, who weighs about 5-6 lbs. ha-ha and a yorkshire terrier, weighing about 12 lbs. They're up and hungry and i need to stop stalling. My new day awaits.... Maybe i should start playing the lottery........

Unspoken Moments

Look into mine eyes,
I'll look into thine.
Words no longer spoken,
Communications of the mind.

Comprehending thought processes;

Spiritually divine,

Internal reflections,

Forever inner-twined.

Ask not why this moment;

Between You and I,

Surrenders upon us,

Emotionally high.

Touching... tasting... and feeling we sigh,

Breathing your breath and you breathing mine.

No explanations needed;

For that we are sure.

Phenomenally captured moments,

On this love-guided tour.

Never knowing the outcome,

Or what lies in store.

Just two misguided souls,

Searching and wanting some more.

Heaven knows what we'll find together........

Shall we open the door??????

----By Me, Myself, & I

Sunday Morning...up before the Rooster

Good morning all! I'm wide awake at 1:30am since i just got up out of bed. I've been asleep since 7pm. I needed the rest, actually. It's not too often i get to have a good night sleep being i work so much. ( 2 job blues) Yea, working 7 days a week truly sucks, but it pays the bills. It was pretty hard at first getting used to having no days off, but i've grown accustom to it now. I just get into my routine, put in my time, go with the flow, and try to fit in as much as i can in a 24 hr. period....

Although, there is one thing that i must say i truly miss. I miss going to church on Sunday morning. I haven't been in a long time (with the exception of funerals, baptisms, etc...) Of course, with my schedule, i don't see that happening anytime soon.

Today my mood is mellow. I am really feeling pretty good, must be from the long nap. I'm ready to start my daily routine. I'm really looking forward to that long, hot shower this morning... I feel so much better afterward. My day should go by relatively fast today as far as work goes. I only work one job today.

Anyway, It's almost 2am , and i feel like having some coffee, and I'm really wanting that shower now, so that's what i'm gonna do. Just remember, Life is what you make of it. Take time to enjoy it, make the most of it, and try to keep an open mind. Positive energy, it's a good feeling.....try it sometime!! *PEACE*

Well, here we are. The day of doom is upon us! Friday the 13th....AND????????? I personally didn't experience anything out of the ordinary today. I didn't seem to have any bad luck, my day went rather well actually. That's pretty good for me considering how my luck usually runs. I had a pretty steady day at work, enough to keep me busy and make the time go by.

Some people really put alot of emphasis on this day, actually dreading it's arrival. I'm sure there is some validity to what is believed to be the most unlucky day of the year. I guess it's like mind over matter. If you truly believe that you are going to have bad luck on this day; then you probably will. I used to be like that. I've since dismissed those thoughts, thank goodness!

Here's something funny, I'm posting on my blog, on this "unlucky" day, and a song called "Lucky man" by The Verve just started playing. Is that strange or what? You see... this is the story of my life. COINCIDENCES ......... Freaks me out sometimes, really. Anyway, that's about all i've got for today, nothing major. Show's over and the monkey is definately dead. lol Nite all, **PEACE**

Finally, some Good News!!!!!

Today is a very good day, well atleast it is for me. And i owe it all to a very dear friend of mine.(whom shall remain nameless) He knows who he is........ ["you heard what i said."] ha-ha

Anyway, I am finally able to use my DVD player/turntable/cd player/stereo and 65" screen tv the way it should be used!! Everything is working properly and i am so thrilled!! If you all only knew how long this system has been out of comission!!! I mean, the tv was working and the cd player and the stereo, but that was it. The vcr is still pending, but that's no biggie. If i want to view movies from my vcr library i can buy them in dvd form or figure something else out....WHO CARES!!! I'm just so happy that my entertainment ctr. is back in tact.

Thank-you soooooooooo much, Sir! You are truly a wonderful friend! *Muahhhhhhhhh*

It seems that this day is full of positivity, which is something i've needed for quite some time. I had a very smooth day at work today. No stress whatsoever and that's a very good thing. Now, if i can just keep this momentum going, i'll be productive and up for all challenges yet to come. I've been on a natural high{so to speak}here lately and i don't want to come down.

I know this is probably all meaningless dribble to alot of folks, but, it's a big deal to me.....and, that's what matters most.

Peace and Love to all!!

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Happiness, peace, solitude, release,

As gentle as leaves falling free; gracefully,

Cradled by melodic May winds,

Springs' alluring session unfolds in my mind.

New beginnings yet to be born,

Picturesque views of unchartered territories,

Paths of endeavor, waiting to be traveled.

Stepping slowly; conciously, absorbing, growing, learning,

As dreams and realities create and destinys unfold,

From minds-eye view; no limits, deadlines, or borders.

Wake up, Look alive....... with key in hand.

Unlock individualism, knowledge, and wisdom.

Your future awaits....................

By Me, Myself, & I